Temptations....

Theres always that one thing u cant have..... thats just out of reach.... the forbidden apple....
i remember the time when i was 3 or 4 years old.... mom would keep all the pretty bottles just out of reach... so i wudnt break them.... i had such a facination for those pretty perfume bottles and the nailpaint bottles in so many colours..... even to date im fascinated by the pretty bottles..... have loads of them arranged neatly in my room....
Then arnd the time i turned 8.... i wanted to learn dance.... wanted to feel the thrill of performing on stage.... did do a few dances in school.... but dad was never cool abt it..... so cudnt join dance classes.... but that didnt stop me from dancing.... used to put on some music wear my favourite top n dance in my room....... even now..... i love to take a shower with the music on.... it feels like dancing naked in the rain..... always cheers me up....
oh n chocolates.... i know it will sound hard to believe but i didnt hav chocolates untill i was 13.... everytime i had a chocolate, i wud come down with a sore throat n fever.... so while all my friends were busy fighting over chocolates... i had to contend with just an occasional coffee bite or two.... anyone who knows me today knows i luuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuv chocolate... in any form... anytime... anywhere... its one temptation I just cant resist.... after all i hav 13 long years without chocolate to make up for..... :)
n at 16..... obviously it was guys.... there was a guy i used to have a big crush on.... n never found the courage to go up n tell him that.... specially since i knew he had the hots for a classmate of ours.... n the guy i did have... i didnt really want... he was just there by default.. so obviously we broke up.... but at the end of the day - im glad it turned out the way it did... now i hav a boyfriend I absolutely adore n wanna spend the rest of my life with... n i wudnt trade him for anyone in the world...
But the point is - that at each point in our lives - there is that one thing that we can't have... and that makes us want it all the more... theres always a carrot out there calling out to us rabbits... :) the ones who are lucky manage to steal a few....
But i guess that temptation is essential in life... gives us something to dream abt... something to work towards... we may or may not end up getting what we want... but atleast we can enjoy the dreams while they last....
so heres to temptation ..... :)